zankok

残酷 zankok

貴方を信じてた (I believed in you)
密かに信じてた (Silently I believed in you)
寂しいときも　堪え難い時も (Even when I felt so alone, when I couldn't take it anymore)
貴方を信じてた　ah (I still believed in you)

孤独な闇の中 (In the midst of the lonely darkness)
貴方を待ち続けた (I waited for you endlessly)
孤独な闇の中 (In the midst of the lonely darkness)
貴方を信じてたのに (I stayed and believed in you... but)

一人で迷い　溺れて行く　傷が深く　刻まれた心の行方は？ ( Alone I wander, I'm drowning, the deep wounds, where will my stabbed/broken heart go from now)

I BREAK BREAK DOWN ALL BECAUSE OF YOU
I DRINK I DROWN I BLEED TO FORGET YOU
I SMOKE SMOKE OUT GET HIGH CAUSE OF YOU
I DRINK AGAIN AGAIN TO NUMB MY FEELING TO YOU

You don’t even know I’m alive
Though I think of you everytime
It isn’t fair what you did and now I’m left here crying
I’ve waited long long enough so I’ll…

一人で迷い　壊れて行く　傷が深く　刻まれた心の行方は。。。( Alone I wander, I'm drowning, the deep wounds, where will my stabbed heart go from now)

I wrote this song long ago.. It's about betrayal and confusion and broken self. You can interpret anyway you like a song on life, on friends, on love, on faith..

All the art on this video is from the creative fans we had. They were so good in painting. I really was touched.

Lately
I want to learn bass. So, I could be in a band again. I want to learn more and more. OH
what am I doing staying up so long. goodnight.